Risper Faith is battling weight gain that has really affected her mental health, and also having adverse effects on her two-year marriage.
Speaking in a video on her YouTube channel, the mother of one said that she has been adding weight ever since she gave birth to her son.
“I remember very well after giving birth I weighed myself I was about 100kg, but over 22 months after giving birth I think I am around 116kg.
But surprisingly my body is just growing and growing and growing. I don’t feel beautiful anymore, I don’t feel myself anymore, I have been so down, I am so moody lately like the past couple of months you wouldn’t find me outside When I have to go out is like really I have to go out.
I am scared of going out coz I don’t feel like I am beautiful. You just look at me you see the makeup, you see the smile but deep down I am really hurting. So I have been thinking for a solution, a permanent solution for me,” said Risper Faith.
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Risper further reveals that she wears a ton of clothes to hide her weight when she is going out. She says that she has to put on waist restrainers, body shapers, and other stuff just to make her look in shape.
“Every time I go out I must wear long sleeve, things to hide the stomach. I have to wear tons of waist restrainers, body shapers, and panty on top for me to look beautiful.
And these things are just temporary solutions because even going to a restaurant umefunga hizo vitu zote kwa tumbo you can’t even be comfortable.
Huwezi kaa vizuri, huwezi kula vizuri yani you are just thinking about going back home to remove the stuff that is underneath so that you feel comfortable,” Risper Faith explained.
Risper also disclosed that her weight gain has caused her to suffer psychological stress, saying that she no longer feels that she is beautiful and this has made her even resent sex.
“I am even scared of making love to my husband because I feel I am not beautiful enough. And maybe he sees me in a different way right now.
You know he’ll never tell you the truth but… It’s just too much,” said Risper Faith.
The mother of one revealed that she has decided that she will undergo liposuction surgery to solve her weight problems.
Liposuction is a surgical procedure that uses a suction technique to remove fat from specific areas of the body, such as the abdomen, hips, thighs, buttocks, arms, or neck.
Liposuction also shapes (contours) in these areas. Other names for liposuction include lipoplasty and body contouring [sic]
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